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Introducing:) The on3 and only Hema!Turning 21 soon.Currently studying in SIM-UOL( Economics and Finance)
Three main wishes: First is to die dancing. Second is to live without any regrets and third is to have this family for ever end ever:)
Contact: Hahahhaha, you either have it or you dont:)
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Date: Thursday, March 27, 2008 | Time: 10:15 PM
I did it! Oh man, I am sooo delighted, it is unbelievable! I created my own template for my blog instead of getting Nans to do it again. I am sooo proud of myself! I know that it is so big deal cos everyone else can do it but to me it is! I mean, I am really IT illiterate but I managed to overcome this one mishap I have. Kudos to me! Hahahaha. Ok, now I am blabbering. Do you have any idea how much tuition teachers get? Well they are mighty rich, take it from me. I am sooo glad and I am loving my life right now! Lols. Well, anyway, I was wondering why is it that people who have a lot already tend to complain more than people who do not have everything? I guess, once you are in a certain position, you just want to keep getting more. Like me, right now. All I want to do now is to get as much money as possible to save up for my education. I guess I am a very realistic person and I am glad. And the feelings of insecurities have faded completely, I honestly think I have finally blossomed. I love travelling in the MRT, the looks I get... Hahaha, I love feeling like I am someone's fantasy. And Chinese guys are getting way cuter, believe me. Here I was, feeling all sooo down cos some ass did not reciprocate my feelings. It is better to be free, single. Then, you get to look for all the bait out at sea. God, I sound as if I am such a sex fiend which I am soo not. Haha. Anyway, I love Nora Roberts. Her books are sooo wonderfully romantic that it gets thrilling. Really and I learnt that dreams aren't just meant to be dreamt, but that we have to dare to do it and then hold on real tight to it and never let it go. Nans bought the right book at the right time. Just when, I was feeling low, I was taught not to let go of my dreams. So, I am holding on real tight to that childhood dream and hoping like never that it will come true... Dreams should be like magic. Dreams should be intimate and dreams should be just yours. So to all the dreamers out there, never stop dreaming!
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Date: Tuesday, March 25, 2008 | Time: 2:20 AM
Haha.. I feel sooo alive today cos I only had one tution today and that too was in the morning so I had the rest of the day off. This year's panguni was by far the best I have ever had! I literally slept for 50 minutes the night before.Was busy helping Pa to decorate his kavadi. Then, woke up at 3.50, took a shower and cleaned the prayer room. Felt soo good. Then, went to take milkpot. After that, the fun began! Haha. Went home to catch half an hours of sleep.Then, came back down to follow ravin and durga. For the first time in my life, I sang bhajan out aloud and it felt great. I didnt know I had such a strong voice! Hahaha, thick skin much, I know. Lolz. Well, then halfway through the procession, it started to rain! God, I was sooo delighted. The day was turning out to be great! Haha. After I started chanting, "Its gonna rain, Its gonna rain..", it rained. Hahaha, God answered my prayers after all...hahahahaha. Ya, then Nans and I got drenched and Muthu anna is super duper funny. I had sooo much fun! Didnt go for dance practice, called up Ambujah ka and informed her. Then, went back up and came back at night. Met up with Sateesh, Pam and Lionel. Had double the fun simply crapping with them. Hahaha. I think we were talking more than watching the kavadis. ten, Pam and I decided to go down to SIM to apply the next day. God, totally, this year's panguni was totally happening! Hahahaha.
I finally got the Nora Roberts novel I was waiting for! Yipeeeee....
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Date: Tuesday, March 18, 2008 | Time: 8:38 PM
I am going to throw caution to the winds and write down everything and anything I am feeling. You know how some girls will just piss the shit off you? I have a few in my mind but only one flashes soo brightly in my mind. There is a big difference between girls who act bitchy in front and others who are real hard core bitches but act all nice and lovely inside. I hate that type of HYPOCRITE! Honestly, if my sister is creating havoc in school, I will just not say anything. I will not LIE that false accusations were thrown at her. In fact, I will embarrass her sooo much that she will not do it again. Ha! Fortunately for me, my sister has more decorum than me if it is possible and does not go around making out with people in libraries. And I hate the mere fact more that MY close friends become just mere acquaintances and real friends with someone else. Is my character really that horrible that they all seem to prefer HER?! It is the same with Nans. All her idiotic guy friends go for this particular bitch. I mean, come on la.. You change boyfriends every August??? Isn't that stooping low, even for yourself? I cant imagine having friends like that or being able to talk remotely normally to these sort of people. If you do not like me, tell it straight to my face. Dont act all sweet and make me the mean little bitch. I know I am but obviously not all the time right? If I am, I would have screamed at Gayatri ka for giving the yam yam I bought for Aadi to Kasturi's younger brother for Kasturi! I do not care if it is petty! I take a serious stand when it comes to kids. Everyone who knows me well knows that. Aadi is only four! Anyone else can go and but the damn thing on their own! It only costs two bucks for heaven's sake! If you want it sooo much, you could have bloody well asked me, since you are only two, I would have bought it for you as well!Aargh! God, what is this world coming to! You go to some one's house, take their stuff from their cabinets and give it to someone else?! How bloody low is that?! At least I am real, I vent out my TRUE feelings in my blog. Somehow, I do not get it how some people can be oh so sweet all the time. Get a life, man! Unless you are a plastic doll...
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Date: Sunday, March 16, 2008 | Time: 8:55 PM
What's Your Dark Side?
Hema, your dark side is Going Too Far
From swinging to dangerous heights on the jungle gym to buying that pricey sweater in every color, the one thing you can be depended on to do is, well, too much. It may not work out perfectly all the time, but you're the one who will try your hardest to go the farthest, and that's usually what it takes to get ahead. And we love it! After all, nobody ever changed the world by playing it safe.Sure you take it easy sometimes, since you can't live life on the edge all the time. Still, everyone appreciates your grand gestures and big passions, and they can't wait to see what you're going to do next. Way to keep everyone guessing!
What's Your Green IQ?
Hema, you're a Green Giant
Can one person make a big difference? Absolutely, and you're doing it! From separating your recyclables to carpooling, you're well on your way to having the green lifestyle all wrapped up (in recycled paper?). But there is room for improvement, you know. Good thing you have the drive and the initiative to keep seeking out more ways to make a difference! You're probably going to be the one to start a clean air initiative in your neighborhood or to install that new low-flow toilet. Can't you see it?Of course you've still got a few big lifestyle changes to make before you can declare yourself perfectly green, but that's okay. Who doesn't love a little challenge? Keep making your life eco-friendly — the planet needs you!
How Green Are You?
Hema, you're an environmentalist who Loves Mother Nature
From wildlife to rainforests, a green environmentalist like you loves the planet for all the natural beauty it offers. With your respect for nature and your love of the great outdoors, it's no surprise you're the sort who will clean up after your campsite, donate to protect endangered species, or even just vacation somewhere scenic.After all, someone as passionate as you realizes there's only one planet, and it's worth taking care of. No doubt, you're the type who helps us all keep fresh air clean: Way to help preserve the environment for all of us!
How Should You Indulge Your Senses?
Hema, you love to indulge in a Little Personal Time
For someone who's as on-the-go as you, the greatest indulgence of all is a hearty dose of rest and relaxation. Charming and fun, you love spending time with family and friends, but there's also a mellow and quiet side of you that relishes time alone with your thoughts.Whether you like to take long walks, catch an afternoon blockbuster, or check out a hip new art exhibit, you like exploring the world on your own terms and learning more about yourself in the process. Not one to harp on the past or obsess about the future, you have a confident and graceful way of savoring each experience as it comes.
What's Your Beauty Aura?
Hema, your beauty aura is Classic!
You stick to the tried-and-true approach to life and the same goes for making yourself look lovely. You take care of yourself as much as time allows, and long for more opportunities to do something nice for yourself. Most of the time you stick to flattering-but-not-dazzling colors and sensible shoes — you're not a slave to fashion, but it's not a crime to be fashionable. What you may lack in pizzazz you more than make up for in kindness to those around you. In fact, your straightforward, no-frills beauty allows your caring personality to shine through. Naturally, you want to look healthy and young, but you're not about to waste your valuable time or money on passing fads. While you enjoy being pampered with a facial or pedicure now and then, you tend to look down upon such things as wasteful. The thing is, you really could give yourself permission to indulge a little more often. Take the plunge on a new, bright lipstick or day trip to the spa. You tend to sacrifice a lot for others, but don't forget to take care of yourself!
Was bored, feeling just a bit down so decided to indulge in these tests cos they never fail to make me feel good. Hahahahaha.
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Date: Saturday, March 15, 2008 | Time: 9:54 PM
I finally got my results and it was soooo not what I expected. My gp was such a great disappointment. From an A* in PSLE to a A2 in O levels to this. I soo wanted an A and I did not even get one. I am the B girl, the one who gets most Bs. That is sooo annoying. God, and 91% of my cohort is eligible to apply for universities. Do you know how creepy that is? So, we all will be fighting for a place and I sooo badly wanna go to NUS. Nans keeps on asking me WHY? But, I just cant seem to answer that question. It is just something that I have dreamt from my childhood days. And, I am really depressed. I mean really. My mood swings are like soo extreme. I am sooo happy at some times and I completely blow my top at other times. Just the other day, I screamed at my dancemates and walked out of class. God, what is happening to me? Sometimes, I honestly wish that I could just die and get rid of all my fears and worries. I have felt like that more than once nowadays and it kinda creeps me out. It was such a relief that Sathish and Raj stuck to me like glue for the past one week in fear that I will do something stupid. It was soo touching, The way both tried consoling me by saying that I am still the smartest. God, they are so wonderful. And, Nans made sure that I was never out of her sight even for a second. And the way Rajes ka and Durga ka msged and called me to ensure that I am feeling alright. I am sooo lucky to have such a nice and supportive family. Regardless of the fact that I am a dumbo. I sooo badly wanna do a bachelor degree. I dont know if god is gonna provide me that one chance.