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Introducing:) The on3 and only Hema!Turning 21 soon.Currently studying in SIM-UOL( Economics and Finance)
Three main wishes: First is to die dancing. Second is to live without any regrets and third is to have this family for ever end ever:)
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Date: Friday, February 29, 2008 | Time: 7:01 AM
I think I should get Gayatri ka something cos I have been like going to her house to use her computer for only God knows how long. Really. Well, the results have been postponed yet again to this week Friday. Aargh! Part of me sooo badly wants to know the results and yet there is this other part that just wants to be kept in the dark. God, the complexities of life! It is sooo difficult to unravel the mysteries of life and I am not trying.
I was thinking the other night cos I was awake till sooo long, about the desires and aims we have. And the fact that we are all soo different in characters and appearances. I was pondering where I belong and the truth kinda hurts but hey, we are all different and we have to appreciate ourselves right? I am the typical, perfect, kind, sweet gentle being not the type that excites people at all. That's Nandhini. Me, the lady that all the elders swoon over cos I am oh so sweet mannered and well behaved. God, the one who has no excitement in her life, the one who is terrified to place a toe out of line but the type who is willing to die for the people I really love and treasure. I am the type in which everything comes naturally to, the one who does not really have to work hard to get anything and the one who whines cos she has not gotten her hands on the latest Nora Roberts book. Yet, I am the one who is willing to fling myself over the cliff for my loved ones. I am the kind who dances gracefully, studies brilliantly and plays soccer like a boy. Yet, I am the one who craves for attention but does not really want it. I am an emotionally stressed person but loves putting the feelings of others before mine. I am the one who cannot say no to my beloved ones and my friends and yet I can slap across the faces of people who have stupid morals and beliefs. God, it is sooo hard for me to figure myself out, how the hell can anyone else ever figure me out?!
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Date: Wednesday, February 13, 2008 | Time: 2:22 AM
Ah... such a long time. I finally feel alive! I have got a few tuition kids and they are filling in the gap of my missing my kid sooo much. Oh ya, anyways came across this article in the Reader's Digest and got such a great suprise. Big girls around the world, this is one for all of us! Cheers! The article said that ladies with hour glassed figures, that is BIG BOSOM AND THIGHS, have a higher probability of producing smarter and more talented babies! Yipeee! Finally, something for the bosom babes in the world. Hehehehe.
Well, heard a rumour that my A level results are coming out this Friday. No idea how true that is but my nerves have already started to tingle. God, all is in his hands now. I am just crossing my fingers and praying and hoping for the best. Sighsss...
Valentine's Day is tomorrow! Still havent gotten my special valentine yet but who cares? Probably all this waiting is for a good cause... Hahahahaha.