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Introducing:) The on3 and only Hema!Turning 21 soon.Currently studying in SIM-UOL( Economics and Finance)
Three main wishes: First is to die dancing. Second is to live without any regrets and third is to have this family for ever end ever:)
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Date: Thursday, January 31, 2008 | Time: 1:18 AM
Oh... It has been a really looong time since I have blogged and soooo much has happened since!I honestly think that some famous director should take a movie about the trials and tribulations of my life. HONESTLY! Firstly, when I was having second doubts about how the students at Mayflower Sec are gonna treat me... How can I be sooo stupid?! They are the BEST! They love me and the feeling is mutual.Haha. And just when I was really starting to like them and get used to the wonders of teaching them... This is exactly what happened on that day. Mrs Selva called me in to say that the teacher is coming back! I felt like cursing! How can I leave MY kids on the lurch? They were the ones who had coloured my world sooo bright! Anyways, unfortunately only had 1e and 1a on that day. I told them that that was to be my last day and they started protesting. I felt sooo touched. They were all insisting that I stayed! God, I felt like crying! I sooo badly didnt want to leave. Felt like going to Mrs Selve and begging her, saying that I am willing to teach without pay cos I love these kids that much! Vivian started crying when I told her. God, I can feel tears welling up in my eyes. and then Zaki did the worst thing possible. Decided to play hangman with them and he wrote down Thank you Ms Hema for teaching us lately. We love you. I cried then but of course laughed to cover it up. Good God, how can you do this to me?! Then, the whole of 1e started writing a petition, insisting that I stay. Krishveen insisted and I was overwhelmed. Joshua was sooo quiet the whole lesson, it just made my heart cry. The worst was yet to come. When I had finished the lessons for the day, students from the other classes came crowding around me asking for my number, email address and blog add. I felt like a celebrity but at that moment I didnt want that feeling. I just wanted to continue teaching them... Sighzzz...
And saw Joanne, Hui ling and Kai Yun at northpoint just the other day and they were complaining about the new teacher, saying how she was reteaching everything. I felt sooo peeved that she was wasting their time but Ma asked me to drop it. Just cant cos these are MY kids and I am damn concerned about how they fare for their exams. Saw XinYi today, she said the same things, Teacher sucks, Wants me to come back... Want Mrs Selva to know this so that I can continue teaching them! Aargh!
Oh yeah, went for cvd on Saturday. Had a really coool time. Met up with loads of my friends and Kiki was like Wow... you sooo popular ah? Hahaha. Even I didnt have the idea that I was THAT popular but I am! I was hugging almost all the girls there, The guys... Of course I cannot hug them so there were the usual punches on the shoulder. Anyways, had a GREAT time. Yishun JC rocks! Lol.
Ah... my computer broke down. Shitty, I know so went over to periamma's house to blog and check up some stuff. Have NTU open house this Sunday, cant wait! Hate the mere fact that there are bitches and sluts out there who possess the same damn name as mine! Aargh!
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Date: Thursday, January 10, 2008 | Time: 12:44 AM
I got the job! I am now officially a teacher at Mayflower Secondary School and God am I teaching loads of subjects! Haha. I am teaching Secondary one Geography and English and Secondary three PW. Oh, and not forgetting Secondary two social studies but I havent seen the class yet. But, I am loving the job! Of course, I have no close friends there but the secondary one kids are God's gifts to Earth. Especially those from 1E. I am in love with those kids! They are sooo funny! The entire experence is sooo funny. I am in the staffroom during my free time, preparing lessons and the staffroom is out of bounds to ALL STUDENTS. It is sooo funny to think that I was a student last year and am a teacher now. Lol. And, the part when the students greet you. That is sooo off the hanger!and the part where I sit at the back of the class. God, I am in heaven and am loving it! Will be getting my laptop anytime sooon.... Haha. Me? A secondary school teacher! I am a working person! Oh, yeah and I got a tuition but it is a prematured child. Haha. Getting money and doing what I love doing. This is turning out to be a great 2008! Right now, I am donig a presentation for my sec one kids. Lol. I am laughing.This is ME we are talking about! And I love the new ME! Muahhahaha....
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Date: Sunday, January 6, 2008 | Time: 7:12 PM
Oh, gosh. Good god. My hands are trembling. I badly wanted to do relief teaching but now, I am scared out of my wits. Mayflower Secondary! *Gasp!* Secondary school, and here I am still looking like an O level student. Aargh! Never mind, will take it in my stride. All for the money and to overcome the BOREDOM! And it is not as if I will get the job, just going to go for an interview. And, trembling! Aargh! Must be my shortest entry ever. Cos cannot think, mind going into freeze mode. Worse thing, Ma does not even know about it yet. Lol. Missing her more now that she has gone back to work. Aargh! And I cannot believe I had the guts to tell the principal that I cant come down earlier. Of course la! Ma has the check-up, I have to follow her. Damn, I do not even have the printed out copy of my yellow card, aka, my pass to relief teaching. Only God knows how this is going to turn out. Even if I get accepted, sigh... I still have to get used to the students. Me getting used to them is one thing, they getting used to me is another. I really do not know if I want it or not. Gosh! Dilemma Alert! I hate it when my mind refuses to listen to my heart! Aargh! Then, there are times when my heart refuses to listen to my head. If he cries, it is his problem right? Then, why do I go feeling all bad?! Then, there is the issue whether did he cry or not. Aargh, Nans! Life is sooo BLOODY CONFUSING!
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Date: Wednesday, January 2, 2008 | Time: 7:19 PM
So far, my new year resolution is turning out to be like shit. Living for myself is harder than I thought it would be. I really do not get HOW people can simply live for themselves and care ditto for the feelings of others. Aargh! What planet do these people come from?! Anyways, I am TRYING my best not to fall into depression cos I am ABSOLUTELY doing nothing at home and I have a strange feeling my brain cells are gonna rust! Who ever said that studying is boring? Aargh! I feel like dying cos I am not studying! Man, I am way DEPRESSED. It is a miracle I havent done anything to myself YET! I am soo not the kind who sits around, rotting! Oh, man. I think I am just gonna type down my looong list of new year resolutions.
1) Get my driving license!
2) Hopefully, get into uni.
3) Learn veenai! ( surprisingly, the only musical instrument I know how to play is the recorder.Blehx!)
4) Start my training for DANCE arangetram!
5) Learn another language!
6) Hit the gym more often!
7) Ya... start doing YOGA!
8) Ya, almost forgot... the thing about living for myself.
Probably, since I am soo utterly bored, I should start doing some of the things on my list. That's a thought!
Oh ya. Aron, read your blog and saw the quizzes that you have done. Haha. Decided to follow suit. Here goes nothing!
What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
You scored as a Hot
Haha! u are so hotttttttttt!
Hot
73%
Emo Kid
47%
Prep
40%
Punk
40%
Geek/Nerd
40%
Jock
40%
Goth
13%
Loner
13%
"Ghetto"
0%
Stoner
0%
Ya, right. Like I am soo hot. Lol.
Life colours:)
Red:4
Orange:3
Magenta:2
Yellow:10
Logical Tan:6
Environmental Tan:8
Sensitive Tan:11
Abstract Tan:3
Green:12
Blue:8
Violet:11
Lavender:0
Crystal:2
Indigo:7
Red Overlay:1
So, erm... my aura colours are pretty much green, violet, sensitve tan and yellow. Lets see what these colours mean:)
Yellow means...Yellows are the most fun-loving, free-spirited, energetic, and childlike personalities in the aura spectrum. Yellows are wonderful, sensitive, optimistic beings, whose life purpose is to bring joy to people, to have fun, and to help heal the planet.
Yellows can either be very shy and sensitive, or they can be the life of the party. These playful characters have a great sense of humor. They love to laugh and to make others laugh. Yellows believe life is to be enjoyed. They like to live life freely and spontaneously. With a perpetual smile on their face, they remind people to not take themselves or their problems too seriously. Yellows would prefer not to work at all, unless their work was fun, playful, or creative. They love nature, and often have concerns for the survival of wildlife and the environment. Dogs are very drawn to Yellows and often become their best friends.
Oh man. Now I know why dogs love me soo much. Animal Magnetism. Hahahaha.
Sensitive Tan means... The Sensitive Tan is the bridge between the mental colors and the emotional colors. Their auras are a combination of a light tan color with a light blue band next to it that encircles the body. Their personalities are a subtle combination of the mental Tan qualities and the emotional Blue qualities.
Sensitive Tans incorporate the characteristics of mental, analytical logic with loving and intuitive compassion. These gentle personalities are quiet, sensitive and supportive. They prefer, like Logical Tans, to maintain a rational, intellectual foundation while they analytically process data. Sensitive Tans are more emotional and intuitive than Logical Tans, but they tend to keep their feelings to themselves. When a problem arises, Sensitive Tans will retreat inside to figure out the most practical solution.
Ohmigod! This is sooo true!
Green means... Greens are some of the most powerful and intelligent people in the aura spectrum. Greens are extremely bright. They process information and ideas quickly; jumping from steps one to ten. They do not like dealing with all the steps and details in between.
A project that is too detailed is tedious and boring for Greens . They prefer to develop an idea, organize a plan, and then delegate someone else to take care of the details.
Greens are very drawn to money, power, and business. These quick-thinkers are very organized and efficient. They write lists and efficiently check off the items on the list as they are completed. Greens recognize patterns and discover solutions very quickly.
When Greens are in their power, they can accomplish anything. They love to set goals and are determined to achieve them. Greens are “movers and shakers” when it comes to taking action. They are also typically the workaholics on the planet.
Greens are highly competitive and enjoy challenges. They thrive on taking risks. Gambling is common for Greens , especially if there is a potential for large winnings. Being strong-willed, these powerful personalities are determined to have their own way, which they usually feel is the right way. A person is rarely able to win an argument with Greens.
In short, this sums up S. Hemalatha.Lol.
Finally, violet means...Violets are the inspirational visionaries, leaders and teachers who are here to help save the planet. Most Violets feel drawn to educate the masses, to inspire higher ideals, to improve the quality of life on the planet, or to help save people, animals and the environment.
All Violets have an inner sense that they are here to do something important, that their destiny is greater than that of the average person. Most Violets have felt this way since childhood. As children, many Violets imagined becoming famous, or traveling the planet, possibly joining humanitarian causes such the Peace Corp. Many of these charismatic personalities take on roles as leaders and teachers, while other Violets prefer to reach people through music, film or other art form.
Because this era is currently the "Violet Age," any Violets who are not accomplishing what they came here to do are experiencing an inner “push” — even an inner “earthquake.” Inner forces seem to be shaking them up and pushing them to move into action, to fulfill their life purpose. Violets know they are here to do something significant. However, they aren't always sure what that something is or how to accomplish it. Many Violets were taught as children that their dreams and aspirations were unrealistic, so they have lost touch with their original visions. It's important for Violets to reconnect with their life purpose and vision, and to take action. Otherwise they will always feel unfulfilled. They will always sense something is missing from their lives. Violets need to learn to slow down long enough to listen to their inner voice and to connect with their higher vision.
God, I am having difficulty breathing. This aura test is sooo creepy! This shows the other part of me, the part that only those who REALLY, REALLY know me, KNOWS! God, CREEPY!