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Introducing:) The on3 and only Hema!Turning 21 soon.Currently studying in SIM-UOL( Economics and Finance)
Three main wishes: First is to die dancing. Second is to live without any regrets and third is to have this family for ever end ever:)
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Date: Friday, July 27, 2007 | Time: 6:20 AM
I am sooo damn pissed. Kiki happily told me that Mr dear Chemistry representative from 222 asked me to fu*k off and he called me a bitch. And, my dear friend did not even stand up for me. She said that everyone is entitled to their own opinions. Kiss my ass! She had the bloody guts to say that he was angry that he was paying for all my Chemistry notes and that I stole his seat during Econs. Please la, stop being so childish for heaven's sake! You will die if you sit in the last row once, is it?! Such a classic example of people just growing physically but not mentally. I feel sooo much for his mother. Ah, well, probably he IS like that because of his parents. I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
And, it is sooo NOT his place to call me a bitch. I can be one, it is entirely up to me, I do not have to care about that excuse of a man. Rot to hell la, honestly. And, if you want the bleeding money, just come and ask me straight like a real MAN. Bloody coward. I got all the money in the world. If he wants, I would have readily thrown the fu*king money in his face. It is not as if I did not pay the money on purpose, I fu*king changed class. I think his pea- sized brain still has not comprehended that.
Also, please la, who will ever want to fu*k him? If you want to fu*k me, you gotta have some standard man.
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Date: Monday, July 23, 2007 | Time: 11:02 PM
Beware, before you read on ahead, please be aware that this entry contains spoilers from the latest Harry Potter book. Cheers:)
The book was the GREATEST! I simply love it. Though I kinda promised my mom I will only read it once, I could not resist the temptation and read it four times already. I LOVED EVERY PART OF IT! Of course, I cried shit over the deaths of Hedwig, Mad-Eye, Dobby!, Fred, Lupin, Tonks and Creevey, I cried the hardest when Snape died. I did not know wht but the deaths of Fred, Dobby , Mad-eye and Snape affected me the most. And what Dumbledore said was sooo true, sometimes the Hat sorts a bit tooo soon, cos Severus Snape was the most bravest man I have ever known. It was soo touching that Harry named his second child Albus Severus and like what he tells his son, " he is named after two of the greatest headmasters of Hogwarts." I completely agree with him. Yeah, Harry weds Ginny and Hermione marries Ron( Muacks, Vins!). That was way cool.
I know that there will be loads of idiots out there who were wishing that Harry died. But, let me tell them something. The last battle could not have been possibly more sophisticated than what J.K. Rowling made it to be.
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Date: Friday, July 20, 2007 | Time: 2:40 AM
Emotional Range of S.Hemalatha
Okayyy, this is gonna be kind of weird but it is all in the name of fun, so who cares:) I shall start my rants now. Please do sit tight if you are reading this cos I assure you that it is going to be one bumpy ride! Hehe.
Hema is :
THRILLED: Cos the Harry Potter final book is coming out TOMORROW!!!!!!!! I CANNOT WAIT!( ok, multiply that statement by a million!) Hehe. I can FINALLY know the ending!!!! I have been waiting for this a long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PROUD: Cos I am finally putting in effort for my As and thankfully, it shows. I got 65% in Maths. I know that it still a pretty low B but it IS a good start. Hurrah! And I could manage to do my Bio paper today! Double Hurrah!
EXCITED: Finally, I have a exam that I ALWAYS look forward to, my sixth and final year DANCE exam. I am sooo excited, it is AMAZINGLY cool. Studying about the history, CHOREOGRAPHING our own dances and of course there is the dance items. Oh man! I am sooo hoping that I will ace the exam. *Fingers crossed!*
TROUBLED: That I have extra Econs lessons tomorrow from one and only-God-knows what time it will end. Sighzzzz.... My life has never been smooth, really.Worse come to worse,I have to skip vocal lessons and rush to dance class from school. Welcome to the confusing( and tiring) world of Hema.
DARN PISSED: Cos I cannot seem to see my previous post! Aargh! My stupid computer is gonna DIE soon, I swear.
DISGUSTED: Not with anyone else but me. I cannot believe I started smsing someone I didnt EVEN know. Ewwww..... I feel like an ordinary Indian girl and I know how much I hate to be ordinary. I must have been out of my mind then.
However, I am SATISFIED with my life and will not trade it for ANYTHING!Cheers!:)
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Date: Wednesday, July 18, 2007 | Time: 1:04 AM
Hahahaha. I simply cannot believe that I am blogging after getting sooo screwed up by Ms Aminah. She really reminds me of a certain character who comes in the Harry Potter series. *hint hint*. The one with the hooked nose? Yeah....
Well, anyway, she was scolding me about not going to see her and give her my MC, blah, blah. But she said a few things that really hurt me. About how she is trying to get me out of the school, about how I am gonna score my As in other subjects besides Econs. And, I honestly, honestly, should trust my OWN instincts from now onwards. I should have just gone to see if there was econs class on Monday. Aargh! Because there was! And I trusted the other econs rep about not having econs. Sighzzz... But, of course my dear teacher was right. ( I hate it when they are right which is almost half the time.) I should have consulted her directly. Wellll, I hope I can start a clean slate with her. Probably, I shoul acting like Ms-Smarty Pants....Erm... that IS a thought.
Never mind, let my mind drift off to other, better issues. The outing on Sunday with my sisters was sooo much fun! Durga akka is soooo hilarious. The way she kept asking the kids in front of her to shut up when they were happily making such a racket in the theatre. They deserved it. But, it was freaky funny the way she was cursing at them. And Rajes akka is just soooo my type. We talk about the same things. Overall, the outing was such a success! I loved the last part especially. Haha. When all the drama fiasco started. THE FOUR OF US ARE SUCH DRAMA MAMAS! Hahahaha. It runs in the blood, I guess. We make such a wacky, cool foursome. Rajes, Durga, Hema and Nandhini. The four princesses of the Karuppiah family. Haha. And to think that I missed out on all this fun for the past God-knows-how-many-years. Ah, at least I found out before it is tooo late that I have got such GREAT sistas!
**** Cannot wait for another such outing!****
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Date: Friday, July 13, 2007 | Time: 3:23 AM
I am proud to say that, I, S. Hemalatha have finally started to study and it feels good. I can now safely say that I am again, ahem, being somewhat like Hermione Granger. Haha. I have missed my nickname in secondary school. Sighzzz...
Yay! Yes, yes, the Harry Potter movie finally came out and I happily watched it with my family yesterday and will be watching it with my cousins this Sunday once again. Haha. Cant wait. I am officially in love with Hogwarts, School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Haha. But, honestly, my wand came into use yesterday night. I started firing all the spells that I have memorized eons ago. Thankfully, I remembered all of the spells! Hip, hip, hurrah! Oh my god, it honestly feels good that I am back in touch with my 'magical self". Hahahaha.
Of course, there were a few things that I was disappointed with in the movie. Especially the kissing scene. It was such a waste of time. Really, there were sooo many angles wasted on it. and, it wasn't even heart- skipping or anything. Oh, well.... All good things have flaws,no matter how you see it. The worst thing? They changed a few things,or should I say concepts?, from the book. And, I literally hated that. There was sooo much injustice done to the book. Aargh!
Never mind, that aside. The book is coming out next Saturday! And, I CANT WAIT! Oh man, I am getting the goosebumps just thinking about it. Take a deep breath, Hema. WOW! I guess I just have to wait.... Double Sighzzzz.......
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Date: Friday, July 6, 2007 | Time: 8:03 PM
WOES OF S.HEMALATHA
* i HAVE OFFICIALLY GONE OFF THE HOOKER*
Saturday is finally here. I was waiting for this weekend longer than I have ever waited for any other. Though I officially only had two days of school. And when has my life ever been smooth? Sometimes, I honestly feel as if I am a star in a sitcom and not in a good way. Not the actress who is perfect and gets stuff her way. Hell, no. I am not THAT lucky. I am the star that has problems every other week and I am not glad about it. I had to change my Econs tutorial class again due to the change in time-table. Aargh! Just when I had started to bond with 221,I had to shift to the combined tutorial class of 225 and 209. At first, I though it will work out fine since I knew people from the latter class and all but....
I had go down to school today to take a stupid econs test. Had to wake up early, take the trouble going to school, all for a 45 min test. Well, that aside, when I went there, they all ignored me! I am not saying that it is their fault. After all, I am an intruder but it hurt when the people I knew, or I thought I knew, made no attempt whatsoever to make me feel welcome. Sigh..... How am I going to endure 3 hours of econs tutorial each week?
The worst thing? The class that made the decent effort is so, pardon me, Chinese-speaking! How am I going to communicate with them? God, save me. I should just have stuck with 222 and not requested for a change in class. But, I love 214 loads and will not trade them for ANYTHING! Okaaaay, I sound as if I am speaking in code, with all those classes' numbers. Yeah, so I guess I should seriously stop being a whiny, spoilt brat and grind through the 'hardships' in life. I will survive through this, I have to. Just hope that I will be getting my A for this TROUBLESOME subject. Aargh!
Going butterfly crazy! They are soooooo pretty, beautiful, sweet, angelic and the list just goes on and on. Haha. ( I think this was an attempt to cheer me up but I think that it was all in vain..... Fine, whatEVER!)
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Date: Tuesday, July 3, 2007 | Time: 3:00 AM
Finally my mid-terms are over!As in over over. Phew! Chemistry is sucking the soul out of me! If I can pass it, let alone get a quality grade for it, I swear I will jump from building to building! Okay, that was a bit too exaggerated. But, I will do something along the same lines. I mean t:(
Anyways, I went to Mac after the bio paper together with the annoying, adorable 'brothers', Keith, Xiang Ren, Ming Jie, Saras and Aron. ( okaaay, Saras is soooo not included in the 'brothers'.) Haha. We went there as we wanted a 'better environment to revise Chem'. And, of course to have lunch. Unfortunately, though, I recall us doing more eating and slurping( and bitching!) than revising. Ah, well, as Saras puts it, we are working towards the As, not the mid-terms. I just hope that our teachers see the rationale behind our concept( and test results!Haha.) Oh, well, no use crying over split milk....
( Speaking of spoilt milk, I had to type this entry all over AGAIN, thanks to my freaky computer. Nans is right, our computer is DARN slow and hangs at the WRONG time.Aargh!!!!! ) Oh, yeah, Saras and I were discussing about the ' unjust' treatment of Life. She was going on about how the both of us have not 'blossomed' yet, about how I cant apply make-up to save my life, about how the both of us simply REFUSE to do something different to our hair( hers freezes up when subjected to our dear old Singaporean conditions.) and how the both of us have no clue whatsoever on how to bloody GROOM ourselves. Her basic point across? The 101 reasons why Hema and Saras do not get the attention they desire form the opposite sex.
Well, then I surprised myself ( and her) by saying that when we come to think about it, the attention is reeally not necessary now, that she is drop-dead gorgeous as she is truly and that heck, we dont need grooming, we can take on the world as natural beauties, as ourselves. Wow, I guess I impressed myself. Come to think about it, I rather be Mother Theresa who is remembered for all the love she helped to spread than Miss Universe who is remembered mostly for her beauty only. Then again, Lady Diana is the best bet. She had both the looks and the heart. Pity though, she died such a tragic death. Ah, shoot.... I think I much rather just be ME, with pimples, fats, broken hearts and all.
I was in such a great mood when the stupid Chem paper spoiled it all. Double Aargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Never mind, I will graciously take it in my stride....
There are only two ways to live your life.
One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other is as though everything is a miracle.
- Albert Einstein
I am going to live mine as though everyday IS a miracle. Cos, it is.
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Date: Sunday, July 1, 2007 | Time: 9:47 PM
Ah, well... Once again, the feelings of trepidation were proven to be false. When dear old Siva anna booked the chalet for the loooooonnnng weekend, I thought there we go again, another weekend where we will be alone, with nothing to do at a chalet to make it worse. Then ,came the BBQ on Saturday when I finally realized again that relationships are hard to be broken if they were forged upon solid grounds. The moment Sara and Sharmu came for the chalet, they rushed to the area where Nans, Raj and I were . It was way sooo much fun, barbecuing half of the food stuff with them. Finally joking and fooling around with them. Sara is sooo adorable. The way he goes on talking about a particular topic, especially HARRY POTTER! His favourite question, "ka, why must Hermione die?"Like as if I could change the outcome. Haha. I missed that though, when all six of them used to think that I was the omnipotent one, the one who knew all the answers to almost every question possible. Haha. People change man, I have painfully realized it but some do so for the better. Sure, it was awkward when Sathish refused to speak a single word to me when we were playing soccer but, heck, I think everything else made up for it.
It was sooo much fun, there are no words to simply describe it. Especially on Saturday when we had the birthday bash for periappa, periamma and Siva anna. It made up for my craving to organise something. I was in-charge of the birthday card and the deco committee and it was sooo much fun. Especially when Vicki anni and I lit up the candles( there were 131 candles all together!) and brought it down together! That was sooo heart warming and I was almost in tears. Haha. It was sooo beautiful when all three of them blew out the candles together. Haha. Still waiting for the pictures.... Cant wait.
Then, all of us, excluding Sathish, played soccer, FINALLY! Ya, the girls lost to the boys, but it was worth it. Sooo much FUN! okaaaay, i am being a parrot. I think that is the umpteenth time I am typing the word fun down. Hahahaha. I do not care, though. Anyways, when has there been a Shanmugam family gathering without a problem. But, this issue was kind of a God-sent-gift cos it showed someone's true colour. Ah, shoot. Just glad I got almost all of my cousins back.
*Soooooooo much fun bitching and gossiping with Siva anna, Vicki anni, Sara, Sharmu, Nans and Raj!LOL! *