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Introducing:) The on3 and only Hema!Turning 21 soon.Currently studying in SIM-UOL( Economics and Finance)
Three main wishes: First is to die dancing. Second is to live without any regrets and third is to have this family for ever end ever:)
Contact: Hahahhaha, you either have it or you dont:)
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Date: Tuesday, October 16, 2007 | Time: 10:50 PM
One hour break before I jump straight into the sea of studying. I decided to doa string of nonsense tests. All in the name of fun. Lol.
What moves ME?
You're most moved by life's big deals — births, deaths, weddings, and more. Not prone to waterworks for just any old reason, you're expressive when it counts. From deeply solemn events to joyous occasions, you don't hide how much you're affected. And with your ability to keep a stiff upper lip, it shouldn't be a surprise that friends come to you for consolation in hard times. Though you enjoy a good laugh, you're at your best when things get serious. People look up to you for your perspective and appreciate that you usually know the right thing to do and the best way to do it. And where would they be without you?
Oh really? I thought I was a cry baby. Hahahaha...
What is my NIGHTMARE career?
How would you like to spend every single day sitting on your bum by yourself, driving long hours, just to deliver giant quantities of who-knows-what? And then once you get there, it's time to drive back. Torture, right? We suspect a social butterfly like you would probably last about a day before giving up the open road for real people. Old friends, new acquaintances, family members, interesting strangers — it doesn't matter to you as long as you've got someone to talk with.Sure, you like to live life in the driver's seat, but not this way. Instead, you're much more suited to a job where you can interact with others and be part of the team. After all, that's when all your best ideas come out. And even though you appreciate occasional "you" time, you usually prefer to have people around to keep you on your toes and share ideas with. Otherwise, it'd be too lonely out there!
Oh my god, this is soooo true! I will just die if I have such a job. No offense to the career but I am sooo not the person for it!
What is my true talent?
Your ability to look at information abstractly means you have a rich imagination. You're one of those rare people who can mix two unrelated ideas together to come up with a great new one. Most people aren't as skillful as you are at applying knowledge outside of its usual context.How do we know that's your true talent? While you were taking the test, we calculated your responses to each test question and rated your skills in 5 areas. You scored highest on abstract reasoning.Your combination of strategic thinking and creativity can be an incredible value in both business and social environments.
Okaay, this DOES sound like me. Lol.
What is my divine inspiration?
While some people think exercise is torture, it inspires you to go for the gold. Staying in shape gives you added confidence and strength in everything you do. Whether you're exercising to blow off steam, relieve stress, boost endorphins, or lift your spirit, you like to be good to your body so that it can, in turn, be good to you.Do you test yourself in kickboxing class, trail running, or practicing yoga poses? Whatever your regimen calls for, you have a determined spirit and an adventurous heart, and you probably don't need a ton of prodding or reminding to stay on track. After all, your mind is usually at its sharpest when cleared by a great workout — even the simple commitment to improve yourself is a confidence boost.
Erm.... let me think. Am I a fitness freak? I am going vegetarian, go running twice a week, dance once each week and if possible, I swim once a week. Okayyy la. Not bad. Only God knows why my body is still the same. Aargh!
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Date: Sunday, October 14, 2007 | Time: 7:37 AM
Oh my god, I cannot believe that it is eleven and I am busy blogging. I guess I just wanna clear my mind. I think way too much into things. Hence, the reason for my tensed personality. I feel soo bad for blowing up at Eulisia without even realizing what she actually meant. Vins and I were supposed to be best friends for ever but I do not think that is actually working out. Is it true? Can you stay best friends with someone forever? I think the only person that I have stayed as close as possible is Nans. True friends, real sisters. I guess it is true that blood runs thicker than water.
Let me think about the besties I had for the time I have spent on Earth. Erm... firstly, I had Sathish who I grew up with. Then, I had Arati, Dheesha and Nithiya for my primary school days. I have no idea how they are now. Then I had Greta and Vino in Secondary school. They hated each others guts but stuck close to me. Now.... I shall leave that hanging. In JC, I had no besties but I have alot of close friends. I am going to take all sort of means to ensure that I keep in contact with them.
So, yeah, I went out with my class on Friday! After graduation.It was a pity Eul wasnt there. Anyways, we dined at Cafe Cartels or something like that. I am sooo proud of my will power! I have been vegetarian for three whole weeks and when we went to dine there, I ordered salad whilst all my friends ate delicious, yummy non-vegetarian food! I still stuck to my beliefs though. Yay! I love my determination! :)
I wanna be free so I am going to start by TELLING THE TRUTH:)
1. I may look tough but I am VERY SENSITIVE.
2. I never had a boyfriend and yes, I used to be ashamed of it, but no longer.
3. I think that I am not loved AT TIMES.
4. I hate LIARS more than anything.
5. I tend to get JEALOUS very fast but I am coping with that.
Well that took a bit of guts. There is still more but it can wait for another day.
* Hey, ppl, tell me what are your three favourite smells in the world?! I wanna know, I know it sounds crazy. Mine are the smell of rain, of freshly mown grass and the smell of freshly printed pages! Hahahaha...*
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Date: Thursday, October 11, 2007 | Time: 1:11 AM
Tomorrow is graduation day. I am finally no longer a Yishun Junior College student. Hahaha. The irony of life has never ceased to amaze me. Only I know how long I have been waiting for this day, to be finally free. But then, when it is finally here, I feel sooo heart-broken and I want those school days to last longer. When I saw the presentation that Michelle and Sharon have done for the class, I was on the verge of tears. It was so heart warming. It is true, college days are something soo special. I think everyone should be given a chance to have that tinkling feeling. I have never met a nicer( and weirder) group of people in my life before. I doubt I will never, ever forget the unique individuals I have met in YJ. Damn, I am tearing up now. I wanted to give all of my classmates something, a symbol of reminisce. but, then Eulisia and Mdm Tay passed tokens to us and I feel confused. I swear I had that idea for as long as I can remember and I told it to Saras. Saras is bringing muffins down, I think. I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO GIVE. Hmmmm... I am not exactly creative, so I am having a nervous breakdown now. Damn, I hope I get an idea sooon.... Cos, graduation day is tomorrow! Yikes!
Well, proceeding on.... I hate it when my feelings are right. I know everyone is going to think that I am deeming to be 'special' but I have pretty good instincts. When Eulisia passed out those pretty stuff and I took a look at what the others got, I knew that it has some significance. Hello? Saras was not in school today and I had to hold on to her stuff too, so I can make a pretty fair comparison. Then, Joanna's were all white when ours were coloured. Well, that is not my business. But to indicate that I am not "liked as a friend" because I am close to Jo. Well... I am not saying anything about it. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions. I know that Jo has said bad stuff about me behind my back , I know it. But, then again Pam went bad mouthing me to Eulisia, Jo and Guan Yu last year. But, I am not holding it against her cos PEOPLE CHANGE. I have come to like Pam alot as a good friend. I am glad I sat next to her in class and got to know her better, cos she is a pretty good friend.
Okay, now I have let my feelings take over. I am not angry, just really, really hurt.Wow, this year has been one complete with hurt feelings. Well, I guess you are liked by some and not that much by others. I cannot hold that against anybody.
Like myself. I have come to like some people more that others. Though I do not really hang around with them. Firstly, Sree has the hugest impact on me. He may be a jerk but he is a good jerk. Haha. Then,Jo. She is just ... different but I like that difference. Then, haha, Mr.Farhan who is ultra nice without trying at all. I think he is the greatest among us. Then, lo and behold, Keith. I have never met a more confident, funny guy. ( Addie is going to kill me for typing this down.) Ming Jie and Xiang Ren, the craziest, lamest guys in the world. They never fail to crack me up. Hmmm.... Oh ya, sweet innocent Syayma. She will always remain in my heart. And of course, my partner in crime for skipping school, SARAS! Lol. Yeah, I will miss others too like loud Pam,silent Sharon, Wacky Michelle, Mysterious Azizah, pretty Eulisia and Mr good guy Wei Hao. But, I guess life has to go on. Haha but I sincerely hope that fate will keep 214 together... Lol...